thoughts

It's Thursday....I really should be reading, or writing, or something more productive than this. I have also been thinking about this blogging thing....it does seem to provide an outlet for stuff rattling around in my head. But alas as I view out into the somewhat larger blogging community in which I seem to live one the outskirts. I get the feeling of being the outsider....peering in through the window. I wonder.....does anyone actually read this? what if I talk about somebody and they do read it? What if I really upset somebody I haven't even met? Then when I meet them they are going to have this preconcieved horrible idea about who I am. I don't know...I seem to be having doubts about what I am doing here. This is a strange medium....I read things by people I have never met...I know intimate things about thier lives...Do I really know these people?....no.....Do they know me?....no....do I have the right to know private things about thier lives?....does anyone really care?....probably not. I am thinking that perhaps I should spend less time here and more time actually meeting people....