11/21/2003

Well it's Friday...I am not sure if I am supposed to be happy about that or not. Anyway nothing to terribly exciting new to share so perhaps I shall bore you with some additional backround info.

I am a Christian.....It took a long time for me to really understood what the term really meant, but now I think I am really beginning to understand. These last three years have been truely a struggle for me, sometimes a day by day struggle, sometime even hour by hour. I wouldn't go so far as to say that I have arrived as a Christian. I think that anyone who says that is fooling themselves or really doesn't grasp the concept.

I remember going to church when I was younger and looking around and see all the beautiful church people with thier beautiful church clothes and thier fabulous church hair thinking that they really must have it all figured out, and that I must not really be a true christian because I still had problems and really struggled with sin.

Fortunatly a while back I met some people who opened my eyes to what a real relation with Christ was all about. I found out that I didn't have to be perfect to be loved by God. Needless to say that little reality changed my life forever....thank you God.

well I am off to scrounge up some food...heading out to see my friends band play...should be a good time....bye now

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