Well it finally turned cold her in Columbus, on Sunday it was almost 70 degrees and sunny and by Monday morning in was in the 30's and snowing....I just love Ohio weather. Anyway today is a good day. I finally finishined "Medal of Honor" .....great game....it's interesting what we can rationalize and use for a sense of accomplishment. I was so happy that I finished this game and then I thought I have just wasted how many hours of my existence trying to finish what .....a game. In the grand scheme of things this is pretty lame. I would only hope that I continue to get some sense of accomplishment working for the things of God.

Any way like I said today is good. These last few weeks have been very hard for me. I have really been struggling with issues of loneliness and self worth. The bad part is I know the truth.....and yet I just haven't been able to accept it. I have had several friends who have been very gracious listening to me me whine....and have done thier best to get me to see straight. I ate lunch with a very good friend of mine who isn't afraid to talk to me straight and tell me the truth. I think it finally sank in I think.

I really want to thank my true friends who have been here for me....you know who you are and I cannot tell you how much your friendship means to me.....thanks